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=D [ Sunday February 15th, 2009 | posted at 6:39 PM] [ mood | blissed out ] hella yeah im posting an entry. right now, is perfect. By Design

well i guess this is growing up [ Wednesday November 5th, 2008 | posted at 5:55 PM] [ mood | bored ] And maybe I'll see you at a movie, sneak preview You show up and walk by on the arm of that girl And I'll smile and you'll wave We'll pretend it's okay The charade, it won't last When she's gone, I won't come back (1) Failure <img src="> <DAY_TALK_LINKS<=By Design

calling all skeletons [ Monday September 22nd, 2008 | posted at 10:36 AM] [ mood | helpless ] and to tell you the truth ive lost all my faith in you By Design

HEY [ Monday September 15th, 2008 | posted at 5:15 PM] [ mood | cheerful ] HI LJ! i missed you, and internet, and friends. =) im in texas now, with the air force. hua. i love LOVE LOOOOVE being out of the pizzle, but i wish i could snatch up all the people that i care about there and bring them here. get the hella out of the black hole. you feel 10x better about yourself hahahha. anyways, i am in security forces and waiting to get on a team. lifes pretty good, if you wanna test out your mental capabilities... go through bootcamp. anyways, pretty random post but yeah. <3 By Design

sdklaflksdf!!! [ Friday November 30th, 2007 | posted at 10:30 PM] [ mood | cheerful ] wow i havent been on here in a while. lifes good, just been chillin, workin, and christmas shopping! getting myself mentally, and trying to get myself physically ready for the air force! ^.^ i leave feb, i find out tomarrow morning what date exactly!!! im sooo excited. especially after i get out, when justin and i get married and buy our first house :) how you doin? By Design

[ Sunday August 12th, 2007 | posted at 11:58 AM] [ mood | sick ] i went to lauderdale on tuesday and wednesday and it was sooo cool. i got to hang out with jenna and justin, and we went to visit danielle and jesse =D we got some badace wings, then we went and saw a DRIVE IN MOVIE1121jkwhJK!!! it was cool. and the simpsons was soooo awesome. then we drank a little, woke up the next morning and went to the sawgrass mall, which we only went through 1/3rd of it, and it was a lot of walking! that mall is HUGE! then we left go come back to ... the pizzle meh. and now im sick, and i think im dying, and i really dont wanna work today! (1) Failure <img src="> <DAY_TALK_LINKS<=By Design

[ Thursday May 31st, 2007 | posted at 4:35 AM] [ mood | shocked ] i was leaving work with my good friend javier carreno, and he is a crazy driver. He was in a hurry, and then he past me, then we met again on US1 and he was trying to get infront of me again, we were in the middle lane, he was behind me, and i got in the far left lane and he got in the right lane, cut a guy off, then i looked up in my rear view mirror and i saw his SUV flipping. so i turned around and went up there, and i wasnt sure if it was him so i sat in my car in shock for a few minutes and i didnt know what to do, so i called my sister, then i got out of the car. i saw him laying like 20 feet from his car with the ambulance, they had the oxygen mask on him, then he took it off and looked like he was going to say something, then they put it back on, and they were like "javier" "javier" a bunch of times, then they put him in the stretcher, and he wasnt moving. then they told me he died. i was/am so devistated. hes a great guy and he didnt deserve that. so this morning, i went to work because of a problem with javiers register (ironic) and i fixed it, and then his aunt called, and my boss talked to her and she was like oh hes in st. mary's hospital, and my boss was like.. you mean he died there? and she was like OH NO they revived him. THANK GOD. i friggin saw him die, and then he faught to stay alive and cheated death, and now he's in critical condition though, and his spine is soo messed up, but he can move his hands which is a good thing, he cant talk yet, and he had internal bleeding but they are taking care of that. i am so thankful that he is alive, he means a lot to me, and even more to me now to have seen him almost leave me. i've never had a reason to believe in fate or religion before, but i think i might now because of that freak accident. so basically a guy across the street saw it, and said he flew out the window or something and he hit the car while they were in the air tumbling, then there was the guy that javier cut off and saw it right infront of him, javier hit the curb and lost control. and the car flipped a bunch of times. if he would have been wearing his seat belt he probably wouldnt have been hurt so bad. =/, so i'm still in shock that happend. (2) Failure <img src="> <DAY_TALK_LINKS<=By Design

[ Tuesday May 8th, 2007 | posted at 10:57 PM] [ mood | cheerful ] so um today is GWEN STEFANI. i know what your thinking.. she was better in no doubt, but once you love someone, you gotta stick to thier side no matter what. ;) so i have 3 tickets and one was for me and one was for maria and one was for... that ex boyfriend, BUT i got jenna to go and my little sister, which its her first concert. sooo... SJM & A! should be a fun day. (6) Failure <img src="> <DAY_TALK_LINKS<=By Design

never. [ Monday May 7th, 2007 | posted at 10:41 AM] [ mood | cheerful ] i'm never dating a justin again. edit::: well.. unless its justin timberlake back in his nsync, its tearing up my heart when im with you days. sorry. (7) Failure <img src="> <DAY_TALK_LINKS<=By Design

[ Friday February 16th, 2007 | posted at 10:10 PM] [ mood | cold ] sooo... i got a new car... now that is great news. i miss my old one though, but i sold it to a friend so i can have visitation rights. my new car is a 2002 jetta gls 1.8 t YES ITS A TURBO AND IM SOO EXCITED. its automatic and stick, soooo thats awesome too. ive already been pulled over in it and ive had it for three days but today is the day that i finally bought it :) anyways, im excited about it. sooo yeah, bye oh and ill be posting pictures. By Design

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